7/20/14

I've Walked 1,000 Miles


I earned my 1,000 mile badge with FitBit.  Yeah!  I have now "walked the entire Florida coastline. " Impressive eh?  I’m not even tired.


Last week’s activity was not as ramped up as I would have liked but my FitBit says I walked two more miles than the week prior.  Progress.  FitBit totals: 49.595 steps and 22.00 miles.


Wednesday: No APs.  I attended the WW meeting before I went to work.

Thursday: Mowed the lawn.  It was HOT out.

Friday: Walked to Costa Vida with Mark.  I met Mark for a walk from Boise State to downtown Boise for dinner.  It was another hot day out there.  We cooled off with frozen yogurt.

Saturday: Walked a 5K on the treadmill.  Finally 10,000 steps!!!!  It has been a long time since I have logged 10,000 steps.  I had plenty of time to get in a workout so I wasn’t going to give myself any excuses for not walking all three miles. 

Sunday: No APs.  I voted for sleeping in vs. working out.

Monday: Walked 2 miles outside.  I kept a 15 minute/mile pace despite the heat.  I was a sweaty mess when I got home.  I also don’t hydrate enough with my outside walks and I knew I needed to keep it short.

Tuesday: Mowed part of the lawn.  Kenyon was fixing sprinklers so I mowed half the lawn.


Total APs for the week was 12.  This is also less than the 20 I like to try and strive for.  My current week of activity is looking pretty slim.  I wish I could find that extra motivation to kick it up a notch or two.

7/19/14

What I Ate Today (Thursday)

I am going to start a new way of blogging about my food. Instead of a week's worth of most of the food I eat, I'm going to break it down into one day. That will allow me to share more of what I eat in a single day and also not feel so overwhelmed with taking food photos. This week I have forgotten to take photos several times. I really wanted to document a full day for you so I made sure to take photos of my food on Thursday. I also want to show you days off vs work days and how I eat differently.

Last Thursday I was off work. Usually I sleep until 3pm or so but today I was up earlier than normal. I had gone to bed earlier than normal and I wanted to purchase tickets for the Dirks Bently concert that had gone on sale at 10am.

I prepped some overnight oats for the day before and ended up eating eggs instead. So Thursday morning I had the overnight oats for breakfast. This mixture is 20 g oats, 6 oz non-fat Greek yogurt, 1 Tbs chia seeds, and cinnamon. I also added some water to give it some extra moisture. I made my oats in a left over peanut butter jar. It is always a bit difficult to estimate the amount of peanut butter left. After sitting in the fridge over night I sautéed a chopped apple in coconut oil, 1 tsp brown sugar, and more cinnamon. I added that to my oats along with some honey and a small drizzle more of peanut butter.




I've pushed off grocery shopping until payday so I'm making do with what we have at home. I was going to have a fish sandwich for lunch but we are out of dill relish. My attempt to make tarter sauce with pickles didn't taste good. Plan B was a leftover black bean burger served on a lettuce wrap with pickles. On the side I had carrots and ranch dip made with 33 g light sour cream.


I sipped on a decaf Americano from Starbucks while I ran some errands.

Dinner was sort of interesting. I made 1 ½ servings of frozen spinach and mozzarella ravioli. I added in 2 oz of turkey smoked sausage and mixed it all together with some olive oil and a sprinkle of the seasoning packet that comes with the frozen ravioli. While this ravioli tastes really great, you only get a small portion for such a large amount of points. This small dish of food was 12 PPVs total. Not something I do often. If I'm eating 12 PPVs I want more food or something with more volume.


I knew I was going to a late movie and movie popcorn always sounds good. However, I had just been to a movie on Wednesday night and had popcorn. The sensible side of me told me I didn't need movie popcorn two nights in a row. I also knew enough to have dinner beforehand and not to go to the theater hungry! I was thinking I wanted something sweet so I convinced myself it was one or the other: popcorn or frozen yogurt. Frozen yogurt was less PPVs so I hit up USwirl on my way to the movie. I had the No Sugar Added Praline Pecan with fresh fruit. It was just what I was craving.



Once I got home from the movie I did some cleaning and watched some TV. I knew I would need something to eat before I headed to bed. I chopped and re-heated the last of my turkey sausages from our breakfast on Monday at LePeep (take-home leftovers), chopped up a bell pepper, and scrambled one egg and one egg white. Even though I had fruit twice already I added a chopped up apple on the side.



I was feeling snacky so I popped some popcorn in the popper with some olive oil. I had this size bowl x2.


This is a pretty accurate day of meals for a day off work. I have more flexibility when I am not at work for preparing my meals. However, sometimes it can turn into an odd bit of this and that. I could have used more veggies in my day.

7/18/14

Weekly WI

I had a great WI this week and lost 1.8 pounds.

Actual weight was 184.6


And then I cried. But not over the number.

I was never 100% wild about the leader that teaches the Wednesday evening WW meeting. I only met her two weeks ago and since I sometimes work overtime on Thursday I need to hit up a Wednesday meeting. The center by my house is an early meeting and after going last week I went again this week.

While I was waiting in line to do my WI I could hear the leader talking to the gal ahead of me. I don't recall that the gal asked for any advise or “counsel” but the leader pointed out she had noticed a pattern, “and not a good one” over the last few weeks. The gal explained that she was out of town and while she was extra active her eating had not been on track. The leader just kept drilling her on how she was going to turn around her gains and what she would do this week different. It when then that I now realize I had become on the defensive against this leader. I felt it was unnecessary to be so harsh with this WW member.

My turn next, already with a chip on my shoulder, I step up to the scale and collect my loss. I'm super pumped about it as my hard work paid off. The leader (who doesn't even know me nor my story so I'll give her credit for that) starts asking me all sorts of questions about where I'm going and what I'm doing. She wants to know what weight I want to put into the system. Huh? Excuse me? She seemed to be under the impression that I am return Lifetime member and since I'm not at goal but also not 305 pounds what weight do I want to put into the system. She then points out that I've only lost 120 pounds, not 130 pounds.

And then the tears fell.

It appears we had a misunderstanding and were not communicating on the same level. I explained that I am not a return member. I am a WW member that has lost 130 pounds and maintained that loss for five years. I explained that I am currently on night shift and missed a few meetings as I was looking for where to attend. You see, I have no WW home right now. I thought perhaps the Wednesday night could be a temporary home but now I'm not so sure. I explained that I have been over goal since August and while it is a struggle I worked hard to lose 130 pounds and I'm not about to let this struggle over shadow that. I don't want to look at it as only losing 120 pounds.

I just want to go back to my regular Tuesday meeting with a leader I adore and members that enjoy having me there.

The leader explained to me she wasn't trying to put down my accomplishment but rather she was trying to ask how to reward me for five pound losses. Okay, I guess I didn't quite understand her way of “pepping me up.” I can't place all the blame on her. As I said earlier, she doesn't know me and she doesn't know my story.

I'm not quite sure where this leaves me for the next five weeks or so. I for sure am able to attend the Thursday night meeting and will do so with Natalie in Nampa next week. There is another Wednesday night meeting at another location so that is also an option. I just don't know if I want to return to the meeting I attended the last two weeks. Not the leader's fault but I just don't feel the support I need is going to be there.