Good Morning! Happy Friday to those starting their weekend. I am starting my work week. I’ve been struggling a bit since December to get my mind prepared for work each day. I am not sure what is going on with me but I’m thinking I may be a little depressed. I’m thinking about talking to a counselor. It just feels harder to “snap myself out of it” and find the more positive mindset I prefer to bring to work each day. Sigh…
My Weekly WI and monthly check-in is not what I wanted to see and this is the first month I did not meet my goal. These 25 extra pounds are stubborn and I’m stubborn too in putting in the effort to kick them to the curb.
We had our last Elks new member initiation for the 2024-2025 year and next Saturday, we are instilled as the new officers of 2025-2026. I will be moving from Tiler to Inner Guard. Once a month we are required to wear our state uniform, which consists of a white collar shirt. gray slacks, a navy blazer jacket, and a scarf tie. I am so uncomfortable in my size 16 blazer I bought a year ago for instillation.
My 15 extra pounds has made buttoning the jacket more difficult and feeling really out of sorts when sitting in the chair during the ceremony. I decided to buy a new navy blazer in a bitter size along with a plus size one to try on at home (not able to get in the store). I hate that it has come to this but so far I am not seeing leaps and bound success on dropping weight fast. Sigh…
I am all outta sorts lately. It has been a struggle.
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