The first time I saw the WW scale read under 200 pounds was August 2008. When your starting weight is 304.8, that is a big milestone.
Fast forward several years and a re-gain of 80 pounds, the next time I saw the WW scale read under 200 pounds that really had an impact for me was June 2020. I even ended the month of July with the best numbers I’ve seen in a while. I so badly wanted to stay under 200 as I continued my efforts towards my new doctor’s goal weight of 190. Despite all those efforts, I will not see Onederland again in 2020.
I know without a doubt that I will see Onederland in 2021 and while I am bruised, slightly disappointed, and wishing the outcome had been what I had hoped for, I am in a better mental space thanks to 2020 and all its challenges.
I am ending this year with a loss. Not many people can say that amongst a Global Pandemic. I am really lucky to have been able to focus on my WW program this last year. As I near the end of my day-by-day calendar I got while visiting Oprah in Dallas. This seems fitting for today.
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