Hello from the dispatch console.
After working my regular week and being a
team player and offering to work part of Christmas Day for a coworker, I was
supposed to have today and tomorrow off.
Well, when your phone starting ringing at 4:30am, that can’t be
good. Despite hoping maybe one of my
other coworkers would cover it, here I am.
At least the overtime pay benefit is really
nice this week. And, I’ve had my
coffee so I am less irritate. Honestly,
I am just super tired and worn out. I
may or may not have had a mental breakdown while taking a shower to get ready
to work. I need a break and thankfully
(fingers crossed) I have four days off all in a row coming up here soon.
Before I called in to work, I called Mom to
see if she was still up for attending a back-up WW meeting. She was but also okay with skipping and she
understood my dilemma with being a reliable employee. I've been on the fence on even wanting to
step on the scale. I was planning to
attend the meeting even if I took a pass at the scale.
With the end of the month and year upon us, I’d
like it to end on a positive note and not one that results in a gain. While I have no idea if I have gained, I am
reminded that I was on track for weeks on end with a maintain, small gain, or
small loss. Since I’ve been quite off
track this week with my food and my program, I’m sure I’ve gained.
We will either pop into a meeting next week
or I'll find a new meeting location/time to get me through the next three
months with "hopefully" a renewed focus. This last week of
loose tracking has made me realize that I feel so much better ON track than OFF
track, that is for sure. My days off are
about to change so I’ll need to find a new WW home as well. It will only be temporary as in April, I’ll
be able to get back to my Tuesday morning WW meeting/workshop/studio/location.
I’m ending the month of December with a 0.6
loss and my total loss for 2018 is 15.8 pounds.
I look forward to another year of tracking my monthly losses and
watching those totals add up!
100 pound charm, I’ve still got my eye on
you.
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